Three poems to be published in the September, 2026 issue of The Chiron Review Literary Journal

Desperados in Eden

You said I wanted a muse,

then declined the opportunity.

So I write this poem without you.

Then I asked you to climb a tree with me.

You still demurred, in a piqued and impish way.

No worries, I said, I am more snake than tree.

“Surrender your leaves!”, you said ahead of kindness.

You did not see my snakeskin shadow.

And as for apples? We both picked fruit up off our ground. 

So I made leaves in one damn hurry

and handed them to you in buckets of rain.

You illuminated the mortgage and took the wheel again.

“Document your shadow, fess up to your creation!”

Oh I am a constant autumn, I confessed,

and you will run from the winter mess ahead, ahead.

A sly miracle then happened, and you burned the wet leaves 

for our warmth. You said, “this happens to me all the time”,

and suddenly I saw we were naked.  At last. 

The Throttle in Your Hands

Wings are poetic, don’t you think?

Flight and air and a sustained survival

do appeal to all.

But here’s a story of my sinking.

You see, the plane of desire broke 

the glass to cause the fire.

Since what was wanted was the dramatic end.

The rickety plane collected the trash 

and alphabet and then turned off its engines.

The sky-written smoke soon became flames.

The book in the pocket blamed solar flares

(but I knew Prometheus was just looking for a hook up.)

A miracle, I say.  The Sage of smoke held up the secret

lyric we all sing and pulled on the throttle. He navigated my neuroses

to a safe landing. The wings and plane still standing,

by standing still.  Don’t you think

neurosis is a tired shame? Viennese couches

and ashtrays filled with butts.

But who am I to dispute the man

who saved me from my fatal descent -

given all the weather reports raging in my nutty heart.

I promise I’ll stutter vowels and consonants no longer.

Permit me voyage love, wherever patterns never land.

Emergencies, in friendly hands, are how our lives restart.

Antichrist on the Playa

From Midwest farms to crosstabs 

on the weedy table of Love

he brings an urgent torrent of speech.

Each phoneme takes its place

inside me. Perhaps not as I intended.

After all, the sermon was his to mount.

Perhaps more than he pretended,

he planted the sweetest doubts.

Though his intentions were to scale, 

a cult of desperation still grew. 

I wonder if I can hold his size.

I wonder if desire has my vision blurred.

Blessed are the chronologists. Who knew?

The chakra I had expected to burn deferred

to the chakra that holds my feisty surrender.

Then the Fallen Angel butt-dialed the Antichrist.

So I am ready for what’s next.

I want this prize. To scoff at the off-brand Logos.

Post-evangelism clean up in the cemetery.

The Word’s own budding influencer

preaches outside St. Peter’s

to tell me to remember to say please.

But a rich man can’t go through the eye of the needle

unless he is on his knees.

 To be published in the Spring, 2026 issue of Lit Magazine

Comparing My Inside to Your Outside at the Water’s Edge

We watch a rising tide together. We avoid the salty foam chugging up to our knees. But we welcome ebbing, with its slick metaphors and clickbait embarrassments. We entangle at the breakwater sitting cheek by jowl on top of the riprap, on these rocks quarried from the channel islands, Anacapa and Santa Cruz.  I look at you, my oldest friend, and see a brotherhood of strangers. I admire your handsome profile and my guts ask for the blessings of impermanence.

You point to the angry undertow swirling outside the marina, you point to the wind rocking the boats, ringing their lines against masts. I say, the flow that can be seen is not the real flow. I look at your frown lines and I think you seem annoyed with me, with my declaiming and lack of precision.  You read my mind and say, “I don’t think this is a question of metaphysics, of proposing strategies -- it’s better to watch thought bubbles float by in the wind of this one and precious human life” “Better than what?”, I ask

I turn away from you, outwards, to a southwest swell, one continuous rumble of big waves falling on the introduced rock -- the wide ocean wants all its shore back, wants what’s protected inside this seawall. We sit looking across the marina, at the hills inland -- but I know this is the wrong view, the wrong view forever obscuring the right view out to what we loosely call “horizon.”  A sloop slides to the end of the world. We want to be that boat. We call this pose our Truth in the messy shallowness of our dry and mundane social media profiles, our performative pictures floating by in the regatta of self-doubt… only in some better universe does anyone know that our crafted and artful images are like the blinking of a kidnap victim – in the press conferences of algorithmic ack ack we telegraph a fear deeper than history.  Help me, help me. Each drop of torture asks for a relief from how much better you look like a happy human than I do. 

The waves hit the breakwater again, making my pretentions fall off the edge of the world while you seem to breathe a ransom into being.  Sitting beside me you sigh and I make a guess it’s a melodrama of exclusion, an homage to the syntax errors we wrap in plastic for all this wet beauty.  How can I resist your truth, your beauty? I shudder with the sun and turn away from the green flash. I reach inside me, to the storehouse of loathing, and I curate a darkness.  Your elite satisfactions lift the marina into my obituary: he was afraid of every drop of life, every rustle of the oak trees on these same hills. He bought a round of drinks for strangers.  He lied ceaselessly. His feet were a lamp to the world.  The world never knew.

We take a selfie for posterity. It evaporates immediately. We walk on the beach beside the marina. Your tide is pulling out. Kelp is left on the sand.  It will dry by morning.

To be published in the Winter, 2026 issue of The Fourth River Literary Journal

Amor Fati

I was drifting in a boat.
Then, in the middle of
this wide blue river,
the water asked me
an impertinent question --
it wanted to know
the scope of its banks,
the curve and reach,
the cut and alluvion,
the pace and gathering volume
that might lift the
bankfull to a place
where, even as guided by gravity,
it would not outlast time.
 
The middle of the river
wanted to know if the end
might be ahead,
if the next bend of this slow
and sinuous meandering
might turn to a murky delta
bleeding to the sea.
 
Water, as is its nature,
lets questions sink in.
It does not want answers --
the favor is in the asking.
 
But in this frail boat
I am too solid still.
I can’t circumvent answers.
So I tell the water
“from this oxbow
we’ll flow to the dark mother --
her arms holding us under.”
I am inundated with answers.
 
Uncertain hands cup
the rising waters in the bilge of the boat,
water not yet brackish,
and not yet from the sea.
I am thinking that bailing alone
could keep us afloat.
But better, perhaps, to learn
to love the sinking.

 

Finishing Line Press chapbook now available for preorder.  Hard copies published in May, 2026.

Published in Cathexis Northwest Press (again...the second time CNP has published me). Out in the March, 2026 issue.

From Mud Emerging 

rain comes early this fall
or so habit alleges
 
a November skyful
of sun has drawn
a white flowering
from the black dirt
in the nearby hills
 
there you walk to celebrate
the season’s edges
where mycelia have woken
to see you
 
their roots connect
the broken will
in the underground –
here there is no place
that does not make you
 
on these humdrum trails
you walk to root out ignorance
and take steps to stop
the myriad screens
that first cause
a fake you
 
here fungi, not the lotus,
remind you
 
*
off the trail
on a small track
to the steep cliff
where the raw light falls
to the darkness
at the bottom
of Baldwin Creek draw
           
picnics once here
or prayers
leave breadcrumbs the size
of chasms
 
the lie in your grasp
has trampled the grass
on this edge
of your wilder nature –
your hand grips
the local rock
 
the coastal mudstone
crumbles as the path
comes to a crag
 
*
these small trails
are mysteries
and dead ends
leading to a leap
in the freefall
of dharmakaya –
 
the main trails:
thoughts begin
small trails:
thoughts end
 
you pay attention to beginnings
more than cessation
 
it is embarrassment,
isn’t it? the very peril
of what you think
 
in the end
the dark winks
to take contrivance
to the edge
and push it off

 To be published in the Fall/Winter 2025 issue of Yanaguana magazine. 

A Chant of Choice

The brotherhood wakes to a bell tuned to middle C.
 
The habits are strong this morning –
those voices carried so long natter on
and slam familiar doors and deny the greater
strength of these trees and seasons
and the singing of the hours. Cosmogenesis and entropy
both clear their throats. The sound
of the universe self-creating does not kid around. 
 
So I raise a white flag
to the very crowns of the trees
that circle my home.
 
Perhaps in last night’s dream
I learned to surrender to habits,
and I received a transmission that helps:
the voices between my ears –
no longer close anything.  Every sound is a door.
What once was less is now more.
 
But let’s be honest, I got kicked out of the Brotherhood
and I say good morning to coffee and self-cherishing,
my addictions of choice.
 
I do not doubt
the power of capitulation
the value of setting matters on the soapstone counter,
marmalade and mortality aligned for one more time,
one last time as though there were time left.
 
It’s another morning of monkeys
left on my back, chipper in the cortex --
the chatter of the universe fixing its mistakes
off key and amused by the filters awarded us.
 
What I want to tell you is that loving these habits
opens doors.  Look at the world
that’s left through today’s threshold.
It is a green song stretching
glittering particles of union
across an inland sea.
A green song that yearns for
the very skin of black holes.
And it is also a shrug
on tired shelf-life shoulders.
 
Do a little stretching every morning.
Practice your scales.
Watch for falling branches.
 
This is the lesson learned every morning:
infinite darkness and eternal light
grow tall from one root,
flow from the same spring,
and both sing a song of no limits.
 
And, oh, the root is not theory.
My bones are a pitch pipe.
My throat, though passing,
whistles with what might have been possible.
Today begins.

 To be published in the November, 2025 issue of The 34th Parallel .

Our Peculiar Garden

You walk in the door
with half a pail
of yellow gall.
 
You’ve tended all
the mysterious places,
on our lands.
You grew a tree
where my face
once filled with parables.
I remember the day
your green hands braided
the rich earth and made
a scourge to purify
our sloppy lives.
 
So now I stop and suffer,
to consider both
the lilies of the field
and that darn unlucky
fig tree.
 
You walk in
with a familiar
tension.  But we
need not toil, nor will we spin,
apparently.
Every fear formed by your steps
is a path. A lesson
of how blood will loosen.
A lesson of opening eyes.
 
These seeds of fate
fall from a lazy grip
to redeem the fallow fields
on their own. It works
if you work it. And also if you don’t.
I agree with you, though.
Our garden’s fruit waits.
“Time to get your hands dirty,” you say.
 
Seize these hands then, too.
They want to be green
before it’s too late.